Happy Easter my perfect little boy. You shuld be hunting for eggs and enjoying yor easter basket. I wish you where here. I've got presents for you that I will be bringing to the cemetary in a little while, but my heart is hurting. I love you so much.

"We shall meet again in a place with no darkness"
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dACc90YQsVA&feature=player_embedded

I miss you my little love. Your daddy took my to see one of my favorite bands last night. I needed it. Thier music has always helped me with my healing. They played the song that reminds me of you "Varuo"... I couldn't stop crying. I could feel you with me my baby. I love you so much. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V-j1nTglf38

Where do we go/

When our souls relase/

Into the atmosphere?

Did of the world fall from you shoulders?

Did you feel free?

 

Did you fly up high?

 Kiss me good night?

Through airy lips, and buzzing shocks.

Did you sing me a song?

Catch the tears that never end?

 

Will you come back,

 Love me again?

Shaped like a star,

 Blazing in my dreams.

Can I still love you?

Can you be with me?

Obscure to my eyes/

Lightening in my heart.

 

Dreaming of you/

For the rest of my life.

Come back to life,

Come back to me.