My little love. Three years ago, you changed my life, and you made me a mother. I love you so much. Tell your grandma Joanne thank you for getting that message to me. I'm glad she is taking such good care of you. I love her for it. I wonder if she was there when your body left this earth. I wonder her took you to the afterlife. I wish I could hold your hand right now, or just see you. It's going to be such a long life without you. I started working on your second song. It will be like a dream...just like you. I love you baby boy.
Letters and thoughts to my Son Phoenix who passed away July 3, 2011 due to premature birth.
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Tuesday, February 18, 2014
My baby,
I'm sorry I haven't written. I've wanted to, but it's been a stressful start to the year. Bebop and Simon both got sick, and Bebop is still having lots of issues. I haven't been sleeping well. The thought of watching one of them die reminds me of you, and it still hurts. I don't want to miss you anymore. You would be two and a half...you feel so far away me sweetheart. I never dream of you anymore...no connection. Nothing. But baby boy I still need you. I still want you, and I'll never let you go. Please don't let me go.
I'm sorry I haven't written. I've wanted to, but it's been a stressful start to the year. Bebop and Simon both got sick, and Bebop is still having lots of issues. I haven't been sleeping well. The thought of watching one of them die reminds me of you, and it still hurts. I don't want to miss you anymore. You would be two and a half...you feel so far away me sweetheart. I never dream of you anymore...no connection. Nothing. But baby boy I still need you. I still want you, and I'll never let you go. Please don't let me go.
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