My little love. Three years ago, you changed my life, and you made me a mother. I love you so much. Tell your grandma Joanne thank you for getting that message to me. I'm glad she is taking such good care of you. I love her for it. I wonder if she was there when your body left this earth. I wonder her took you to the afterlife. I wish I could hold your hand right now, or just see you. It's going to be such a long life without you. I started working on your second song. It will be like a dream...just like you. I love you baby boy.