Hi my little one. Your daddy and I are here at the studio waiting out this hurricane. I am not going to lie, I'm a little scared. Tomorrow would have been your due date, but instead we will be here hoping that we have a home to come back too. I feel drained little one, I feel like I am at my ropes end. Your daddy and I have been through so much, why can't we just catch a break. I wish you where here, but at the same tie I know I would just be so worried about you. I guess you are safer than us. I am sorry we couldn't make it out to your grave to get your things, I know they will be gone when we get back there. Maybe you could help me pick out somethings. I love you soooo much Phoenix. I wish this wasn't reality. I wish it was bright and sunny, and I had you in my arms. Watch over us my perfect little boy. You are always mine, and I am always yours.