My little Love,
I have so much to talk about, but I have just been sad. I miss you. I was just looking at your pictures and it still seams so unreal that we made you. It just makes me want to cry. I wish you where here this christmas, but I am trying to make it fun and focus on the good this year.
  Today is Thomas's Birthday today. Can you give him a big hug, from me, and from his mom, dad, and sister? He would be two today...

                        I LOVE YOU.