http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WTVhKgT5LI4

I just heard this song. I started to write, and  think I might have written your first song. I wanted you to have the first draft my love. I miss you. I miss you...oh god I miss you so much.

                                       Beyond This Day

I've felt older

Older and over ,

Pulled and tried,

I did my best

To give myself a good life.

With a heavy heart we’ll go

With a heavy heart you’ll know

 (2x) possible chorus

I wanted him,

but he couldn't stay,

I tried my best,

To believe he’s better now.

Nothing shines forever.

I loved with my all,

I’ve given even more.

Grief won’t take a holiday.

All I can live for,

Is an afterlife with you.

 Can this last forever?

Will you be my dream?

I will find you

I will see you.

I will hold you.

When all is left behind.

Beyond this day.