One year ago today, I found out I was pregnant with you.
I had no idea how I would be as a other, or how you would change my life.
One year later and you are not here, and I can't imagine my life still without you.
A friend of mine had her baby yesterday and another's daughter just had hers today.
God how that just salts the wound.
I miss you more than word can say.
You should be here my little angel, you should be lying in my arms.
I have to go now your dad is making some lunch for us, and I know he will get sad if he sees me writing this.
It's not fair, but this is how it is.
I love you wit every bit of my life.