Hi my angel. This weekend was mommy and daddy's two year anniversary, and I did what I thought I wouldn't be able to do or a long time. I sang sweetness. Your daddy and I drank wine, and started to play music again! We were able to fill our home again with that happiness I never thought we would be able to. I know you where there with my my little angel. Plus, my voice sounded better that it had in a long time! I felt so comfortable like I had never stopped. I know you brought the song back to me. I just wish it was you singing with us. I miss you too much some times, I woke up in the middle of the night again, the other night and cried for you. It's striking how much it hurts sometimes. I wish I knew where you where, but I guess you are everywhere now my love. I wish I could feel you, I haven't in a while. I wish I could just have one minute with you again on this earth, or even just a dreams. Pretty sad huh, wishing for a dream. I just wish I knew that you where happy my prince. Thank you for bring back the melody...I love you always.

                                                              Your Momma.
p.s. Thanks for playing your song again when I talked about you and max the other day in the car...I think daddy is starting to believe to that it's a sign.