I made it through yesterday little lovie. I ham feeling sick today, but I know you daddy loves forth of july so I  guess I should try to make the best of it. I have pictures of the day for you, and I will post them for you soon. I just wanted to wish you a happy fourth and tell you how much I miss you. If I see fireworks tonight I will be holding you close in my heart. I remember last year watching them from my hospital window thinking I wold never love fireworks again, but now I realized it was you bursting through the night...hundreds of sparkling light showering the night letting m know that you are ok. You are my little firework. I love you forever baby boy.